All this time wondering
What is it that won’t leave me alone
All these years wondering
If I’m really all right
Just
How I am

So one day
I wrote in my notebook
”I will make the world dream with music”
Not long after
When all I needed to do was to
Jump to
Achieve happiness
And the truth is

I have waited a long time
For something that is not there
Instead of watching the sun rise

This has always been a way
To stop time and speed
The quick steps of people
The carelessness
The words spoken
Without humility
Without a heart
Just to make noise

I have waited a long time
For something that is not there
Instead of watching
The sun rise

And miraculously
I did not stop dreaming
Miraculously
I can’t stop hoping
And if there’s a secret
It is to do everything as if
I could only see the sun

A secret is to do everything
As if
Doing it all
As if
I only see the sun
See only the sun
I could only see the sun

And not
Something that is not there